DAY 2

9 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF

1) very sensitive person and easily annoyed

2) compulsive shopper (i buy everything)

3) i sometime wished i'm a superstar/supermodel/married to a superhot billionaire who love me.

4) love the smell of bakery shop and mr.boyfriend's natural odor

5) love ayam, sotong, marukku, kerepek, rendang, teh o ais

6) hate the smell of telur kuning

7) people might not know this. but i judge people based on 1st impression and their shoes n bags. (might sound mengada. tp thats the fact cz i'll knw straight away a person's personality just by looking at their shoes n bags. trust me...cz setakat ni sy tapenah lg tersalah.)

8) i cant keep secret.... who does??..so don't trust me

9) love to sing and dance ( just ask my lil hyppo dkt rumah..you know who you are ;P)

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game ON !

haluuuuuuuu peepss ~

so the game supposedly started yesterday...but because of my laziness..it will start 2day...its my blog..my rules..besides...nobody's reading pn agaknya...hehehhe =p

ok la..so lets start~ GAME ON !

DAY 1

(Q: ten things i wanna say to ten different people)

AYAH: i never said this. but I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW.

MAMA: if i knew what i know today..how i wish i've stayed at the hospital with you more.

EPA: kenapa bila blk rumah lmbt kena berlakon pegi straight to the kitchen? hahhahaha

ELA: pls stop being such a drama queen...nobody's watching you...just be yourself...durhhh ~

EDA: TLG DIIIIEEEEEETTTTT !!!!!

Mr.B: can you pls stop building up muscle?? dah tak muat dah i nak hug..heheh n you know what im thinking teddy bear...wink wink !! =)

DYA: your thigh is not big !!!!!

FARAH: you're such a beauty....sy jeles lah

PTPTN: i don't wanna pay !!!!

POLITICIANS: pls pls pls pls stop with all that stupid nonsense...irritating laaa...thats why

people don't vote tahu tak?

G.A.M.E

hello hello.....first of all .. SELAMAT HARI RAYA !! maaf zahir batin kepada everyone...hows raya? mesti bes kan? mine was ok...but i've had better :( ... so sy mls nk update gamba raya ke ape ... next year lah ok? hehe...tp sy letak laa satu pix k..just org ckp nk amek feel raya kan..hehhee...

.my family.

sitting on sofa: me.ayah.epa

sitting on lantai: ela. eda

heaven: mama :)

.my small family.

love

takan putus tali persaudaraan =)

ok lah..enuff bout raya...disebabkn sy rasa my last topic was quite boring and lame..so i've decided to do something different lah sket..just to challenge myself .... i've read somewhere pasal menda ni...n i think its quite cool..so sy pn nk buat jgklah...maklumlaa...lain org.lain ceritanya...mine may not be as interesting as others nya story...tp just for the sake of nk buat something for myself..hehhe...so the game goes like this...i will update my blog everyday for the next ten days according to these topics.....

day 1: ten things i want to say to ten different people

day 2: nine things about myself

day 3: eight ways to win my heart

day 4: seven things that cross my mind a lot

day 5: six things that you wish you had never done

day 6: five people who means a lot to you

day 7: four turn offs

day 8: three turn ons

day 9: two smileys that describe my life right now

day 10: one confession

hehhe..so itu lah basically yg i will write in my blog for the next 10 days....day 10 will be the toughest im sure...but what the heck !!! see ya tomorrow..

oh btw...tonite i will be upgrading my blog....some renovation la...yelaakann..dah nama pn hari raya...takan langsir n sofa je baru..blog pn kena la baru jugak..heheh..ok cya !!!

SLEEPING BEAUTY ~

~fairy tales ~

takes us on cloud nine..waking up when kissed by a handsome prince..get rich..happily ever after

best kan bgn2 tdo je tiba-tiba! alamak prince ! mmg buat malu je la.coz in real life.everybody sleeps in kaftan, air liur basi.rambut selekeh.some of us even fart ! (jgn tpu pls ! beyonce pn selekeh kot time tdo..durh !)..prince pn tk lalu nk kiss..hehehheeh..

but not here to talk or write about fairy tales..but i wanna talk about SLEEP.topik ini sgt sesuai sbb currently i am a professional sleeper =p org ckp "jgn tdo la...buang masa"..eh hellooo !!!! do you know that by sleeping our body is processing..haa...so bukan la buang masa.cz kte tdo.tp sbenanya tak tdo..get it? heh.ok la.maleh nk bebel..so baca la k..ENJOY !

well, they don't call it beauty sleep for no reason. here's HOW TO GET THE MOST OUT OF YOUR SLEEP..

1) DON'T EAT IN THE EVENING:

Apparently, your body cant settle down when it is trying to digest food.

alaaaaaaa!!!! bad news for those who love snacking especially bila tgk tv or membaca(konon =p).tk logik kan tgk tv tk munch? mane nk dpt feel nye..hish !

*remedy= if you love your evening snack, consider a glass of hot milk, choco or tea. these stuff can actually sooth your body down..mcm calming effect mcm tu la..

2) URGENT: ONE GOOD PILLOW!

so when was the last time you bought a new pillow? mesti dah lamaaaa gila kan ! kdg2 malaysian ni(from my observation) smpi bantal tu dah terkoyak.isi perut dea terkeluar pn tnk beli br lg.siap jahit blk pulak tu..hish ! research has shown 85% people sleeps better with a new pillow.so try it ! cuba tuka pillow baru..conform tdo lena punyaaaaaa..

3) WEAR SOCKS TO BED

Due to the fact that they have the poorest circulation, the feet often feel cold before the rest of the body. A study has shown that this reduces night wakings

4) GO TO BED AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE !

mmg la susah kan? tp this is the best way....sbb Our systems, particularly the adrenals, do a majority of their recharging or recovering during the hours of 11 p.m. and 1 a.m. so if you letak ubat jerawat b4 tdo..but u sleep at 1am..ubat jerawat tu takan berkesan pn...jdnya if kena stay up ke ape...better tdo la dulu..then bgn la blk..

5) REMOVE THE CLOCK

biasanya dlm bilik tido mesti ada jam kan? tp sepatotnya jam tyh ade pn dlm bilik..tp alarm clock kena la ada..just letak mcm jam tu pandang ke arah lain ke ape..bila ada jam..our body akan automatic mcm ckp kena bgn..so your sleep akan jadi mcm tido tido ayam je laa...

byk lagi sebanarnya...tpkn..sy dh malas nk type..coz *myboss is calling me..heheheh

*myboss = my katil =p

xx

Anger Management

.hye eveybody.

.my name is Nur Ainaa.

.and i have an anger management problem.

everybody: hye ainaaaaaaaa ~

counselor: ok ainaa. share with us whats been bothering you

ainaa: i get angry very easily

counselor: understood.....explain more plss

ainaa: i am a very sensitive person, so thats why i tend to get angry or stress up whenever things doesn't go the way i wanted it to be.especially with people who i care and love the most.

counselor: can you give us an example ?

ainaa: i can give you hundreds of example, coz i get angry almost every single day. for example, my boyfriend was mad at me and it is obviously my fault (i think). but i yelled at him, and even cursed him at some point and i accidentally hit him. ;(

everybody: haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~~

ainaa: i know......i felt so bad..but because i feel bad..i didn't apologize...but i intentionally be moody for like the next couple of days. just to get his attention...i bug him when hes with his friends. i bug him when hes sleeping and so on...now i came to my senses...coz he's just being cool...i now came to realize that he's just being angry with me because of me..my attitude..baby im sorry...i know that you have your limits..n its my fault for keep on provoking you...i know you love me..and i hope u know that i love you too so much !

counselor: its a good sign when you realized it yourself. is your boyfriend the one person that you get angry with? whats the most hurtful thing you've encountered in your life?

ainaa: no.i am angry with everyone. and its not like i didn't try.i've tried my best to control my anger.my emotion. trust me.i've tried so bad...but you see....like i said..my heart is soooo fragile..i don't like when people do things that hurts me..coz ive been hurt like many times...and my mom is not here with me anymore.usually, when people do bad things to me. i'll talk to her. and it calms me down.but now..i just go to my boyfriend but its never the same.when my mom passed away. she took half of my everything..my heart.my soul.my love.everything.it hurt me so bad. i don't know who to blame. who to go to.

counselor: you missing your mom is the reason for your problem. anger is the way you protect yourself. you don't want to get hurt coz you've experienced the most hurtful things in your life. and you go to your boyfriend but whatever he does never satisfies you because you was hoping the same outcome as when you talk to your mom. your heart is fragile.you cries easily..thats because you don't cry your heart out when your mom left you. you were shocked and taken off guard by it.

ainaa: hmmmm ~ sobbing ~

counselor: there's many way to talk to your mom. you're a Muslim.talk to her through your prayer.or you can just write it down.she's around you know.shes always around you.but you can't see her. as you write everything down..your anger or sadness will be transfered to the paper. as for your boyfriend. don't be too harsh on him. try to be nice and talk nicely even when you guys are arguing. its never a good thing when fire meets with fire. do you understand ainaa?

ainaa: yes..i understand.. i promise to change. i promise to be more calm. i promise to try harder.

everybody: good ainaa...we're proud of you...

ainaa: =)

*the conversation is just between me and myself ;P hehehehe

MY WISHLIST

since kita semua kecik.we all have a dream(s). tp bila kte besa..we came to realize that it's not easy to achieve every single one of our dreams.takesah la ape pon impian kita.even sekecik pasir pon i.e. kita bercadang nak makan durian esok pagi.tp esok pagi kita terbgn lambat.or hujan lebat.or kedai durian tutup etc. itu br impian kecik.tp byk faktor2 yang mempengaruhinya.cewah !...my point is.bila kita tadpt capai ape matlamat or our dreams itu tadi..only one thing yg kita akan rasa.. DISAPPOINTED...yes ! kecewa.kecewa pon byk cabangnya..kte amek example durian tdi.kte tadpt mkn durian esok pg.so kte akan marah dkt org2 dlm rumah cz tak kejotkn bgn pg.kte akan salahkan hujan and kte mungkin juga akan salahkn pakcik jual durian tu cz malas nk bukak kedai.kekecewaan tdi yg menyebabkan kte menyalahkan sme org...tp kalau kita kaji blk scenario yg berlaku dlm kes durian ni(peringatan: kes durian ini mcm symbolic kepada real life la k)..penyebab utama adalah diri kita sendiri..kalau kte bersungguh sungguh berazam nk mkn durian esok.kte kne la berusaha.seperti kunci jam loceng supaya bangun pg..redah je hujan tu asalkan dpt pegi beli durian(payungkn ade..durhhh !) or if kedai pakcik durian tutup.byk lagi tempat lain yg ade jual durian..giant pon ade yg dah siap bungkus tu....hehe...faham tk moral of the story?

kesimpulannya..its easy to blame others without realizing yg kita sendiri adalah punca kegagalan kita utk mencapai ape yg kte hajatkn...and nothing is impossible..deep kan???? hehehehe.

ok la..sy ni org yg suka berangan..byk benda yg sy nk buat.tp ade yg dah terlepas dah pon..n i blame myself for it.tp nak menyesal pon tk guna.cz we can never turn back time kan...so below are the things that i wish i can accomplish before i turn 30(another 7 years bebeh !)

1. open my own business (boutique n spa)

2. travel to places that i've been dreaming about n shop shop shop !

EGYPT

LOS ANGELES (shopping !!!!)

LONDON

INDIA

(shah rukh khan is waiting for me at Taj Mahal)

MALDIVES

(Romantiknyaaaaa.....)

NEW YORK

(nk tgk sgt times square !)

PARIS

AMSTERDAM

(cz ive done a lot of my assignment psl amsterdam.n rase mcm menarik.

so i plan to go here for my honeymoon)

*ini antaranya la.byk lagi tmpt yg nk sgt pegi.tp mls nk cari pix.

3. have my own property (nak ade rumah sendiri b4 kawin.tamo la sewa2.takesah la mr boyfriend yg beli ke ape.whats yours is mine kan baby? heheh)

(tyh la besa2 sgt.nanti penat nk kene kemas.tp if ade duet lebih.bole la jgk nk besa2.heh)

4. buy myself stuff from high end brands without having to worry so much bout the price

LV (droolinggggg !)

JIMMY CHOO

(ini consider brg buatan malaysia kn?heh)

HERMES

(Love the scarfs)

GUCCI

MARC JACOB

TOD'S

(would die for the palms !)

*tujuannya bukan la nak menunjuk2.tp reward utk diri sendiri.heee !

5. renovate my old house in Kuantan.(im planning to paint the whole house.repair the gate.and build some kind of pond mcm kolam ikan dkt garden rumah<--mama punya wishes yg dea tk sempat nk buat.its ok mama.i'll do it for u k)

kecil kecilan je.kang kucing mkn plak.

6. hanta ayah pegi haji

7. kawin !!!!! (gatal sgt dah ni)

8. bungee jumping !!

9. panjat gunung kinabalu.

haaaa.....itu lah antaranya perkara2 yg i wish i could accomplish before i turn the big 3-0....hopefully smenya berjalan lancar..nanti bila sy dah umur 30 sy btau k if sy dah buat smenya ke tak..n i'll reveal the next list before i turn 40 plak..heheh..i know .. im so lame !!! biar la..... ;p

k..thats all..toodles !

xx

I Want To Go Back To The Time When..... hey everybody !!!!!!!! don't be fool..i might sound cheery and happy.but the truth is i'm not.. for the moment at least. sy pon tk tahu knp lately i've been feeling so down bout being a grown up. im 23 years young...maybe not that old.but i'm in the stage of my life when i feel like i want to be a child again..sigh ~~~~ ok la..i dont wanna sound like sy ni seorg yg suka merungut.. tp come on...who are we kidding.. semua org pon mesti akan rasa ape yg sy rase skarang ni kan?? takesah la bila2 pon..but at some point..kte akan rase perasaan ni... gerunnnnnnn !!! heheh tade la..smalam i was talking to an old friend of mine.and it felt good talking to him. and quite frankly. i actually missed him.u see he used to be my bestfriend mase dkt skola dulu. we used to share everything with each other. tp tade ape2 feeling tau..jgn noti noti..hehehhe... tp yg sedihnya we've stop talking to each other..bukan la tk kwn dah.. i mean tk mcm dulu la.. n last nite when kte borak2..it felt so different.. dulu everytime ckp tefon or borak2.. mesti non stop laughing n we used to talk bout silly things.. even tgh bincang psl problem pon bole jd lawak.. tp last nite was not like that at all..bukan la awkward ke ape.. but it was more like soooo MATURED..aduhhhh... n our topic pon psl serious stuff ajek... thats when it strikes me...iskh iskh...ok2..so my point is.. PLS SOMEONE PLS CREATE A TIME MACHINE !!!!!!!!!!

the fact is..semua org akan grow up and have their own life..yg penting.ENJOY !!! heheh.

xx