new year's resolution =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!

1.1.11 ..cool num aight?? i bet hundreds or thousands couples kawin or tunang today kan? conform punyoooooo .....

so semua org mesti ada new year's resolution kan? sy pn tak ketinggalan jugak. korg tahu tak.ini 1st time sy nak buat azam azam ni.tahun baru before2 ni sy tapnah pn nk buat tau.sbb sy tahu sy akan buat tk layan je dgn semua ni..pemalas lah katakan...but this year gonna be a weee bit diff...sy mcm SEMANGAT GILOSS ! sooooo excited for the new year..WONDER WHY? hopefully cos a lot of wonderful things awaits me (finger's cross)..jadi.di bawah adalah senarai azam sy utk tahun 2011.

SAYA...NUR AINAA BERAZAM UTK:

1. membeli/membuat sendiri organizer. this way, i'll be more organized.dah nama pn organizer kan....heheh...tp korg mesti pk...hek eleh..mcm la bz sgt minah ni nak ber'organizer' bagai...maksud sy..lebih terurus dr segi kewangan dan juga kehidupan seharian..cthnya...hari apa nk hanta dobi..hari apa nak kena exercise.hari apa nk dating..hari apa ada meeting.hari apa kena jumpe client..dan sebagainya..i will also record my spending (this is one way of controlling my-always-over-budget-thing). dgn cara ini..i will be more control of myself..MY LIFE.

organizer tk perlulah terlalu serious.i can be in whatever shape . form n colors..supaya kita lebih rajin utk ikot apa yg kita tulis.

angel putih:

hey ena ! jgn nak mengada sgt boleh tk nk beli mahal2 konon..control budget lah sgt..haishhh

ena: yelah yelah....berangan sikit pn tabole... ;p

2. seperti yg saya dah katakan.tujuan beli organizer adalah supaya i have more time for myselfkan.so itulah azam ke-2 sy...LESS WAITING AROUND AND DEPENDING ON PEOPLE AND MORE TIME FOR MYSELF. bunyinya agak selfish.tp what the heck.im still young.not married.so enjoy life while i still can.do whatever i feel like doing.

3. azam ke-3 ni mmg agak cliche la sket kan. cos i wanna loose 5kg by april..kalau lagi cepat lagilah bagus...tp dgn tahap kemalasan diri sendiri ni...bagi masa lah sket ek...yg penting perot ni nk dikempiskan atau diflatkan ala2 perot jennifer aniston...peha ni bagi slim mcm peha gisele bundchen (btol ke eja) n double chin ni kasi hilang n runcingkn dagu ala angelina jolie..tihihihi....tp korg jgn la bygkn yg sy ni mok gila plak....sy ni biasa2 je...just ada area la yg terlebih lemaks sket....kena lah trim2 sket..

4. buy a house or at least have enuf savings to buy one early 2012. this one might seems a lil bit over ambitious.tp org ckp bila kte ade aim..kita akan work hard towards it... ;) maybe i'll find a house and rent it or i'll live there on my own...we'll seeeeee...

5. able to save more each month. i've made some calculation after tolak2 other expenses...so hopefully i can save that much at the end of the year..

alrighty...that's all...cukuplah 5 je..kang byk2 tak buat plak...orait..so 1st step..im going out to buy myself an organizer..tihihihihi...see yaa !!!!

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MOOD SWING

mesti ramai yg ternanti nantikn my braces pix kan? kan? kan? (konon ramai peminat.pdhal diri sendiri je yg baca blog sendiri :p) ive decided not to upload any...tihihihi...hey..suka hatilah...malu lah lgpn....burukkkk :((((((

ok dah...today i wanna talk about mood swing...i have a real bad mood swing problem...

so sy nak kongsikan serba sedikit tentang masalah mood swing saya ni...mood swing dlm erti kata lain..angin yg tidak menentu? alaa..mcm kejap marah..kejap ok..kejap sedih...so thats me..i came to realize that its becoming worst and worst.....jd mangsa keadaannya adalah mr.bubu....kesian dea.sori darling :(( im the world's worst girlfriend !

tgh saya belek2 google oh how to handle stress and stuff...saya terjumpa lah satu article ni...mood swing boleh membawa maut !!!! bahaya kan? tp logik jgk..cz bila kita marah2..mcm2 kita boleh terbuat...cthnya seperti bengang gila dkt someone n stab him/her sampai mati...or tolak dea jatuh bangunan..or tarik rambut dea sampai tersiat kulit kepala...ops..ok2...relax ainaa relax....mood swing ni adalah sejenis penyakit sebenarnya...yg generate from hypertension, bipolar disorder and unbalance hormones.....dan bila kita punya emosi tak stabil..akan memudaratkan badanb dan kesihatan kita mcm darah tinggi.kita jadi makan byk so jd obesiti dan sebagainya lah...so...sy pn jadi takotlah...jadi sekarang...sempena new year ni..sy dah berazam utk berubah !!!!!! sy berjanji akan CUBA utk ctrl kemarahan dan ego...i'll try my hardest...i promise ! smile always...itu yg sy akan cuba buat..YES !! heh..ter semangat lebih pulak..so lepas ni...bila rasa2 nak marah...i'll count to 3...and smile..lantaklah org nk ckp gilos ke apa...yg penting...awet muda..heheheheh

ok..thats all

next entry: NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION BABY !

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BRACES

TADAAAA !!!!!!

hehehe...ops ops...ini bukan gigi n mulut saya tau...sebab my lips is waaayyyy 'munggil'ier than this... :P but its gonna be real soon....this Wednesday to be exact !!! gosh im nervous....so dem scared of how i will look like with braces...sekarang ni ala posh spice aka kim kardashian slash katy perry..tp with braces mcm mana agaknya ye...? lets check out some celeb with braces on shall we...

misha omar...still glam with braces on....yg bling2 ada ke? hehe

america ferrara aka ugly betty....shes adorable..her blue colored braces is just fashionable? hehe

erkk?? Mr Cruise?

ha...tp ramai lagi celebrities who actually had braces on..ok lah tu...artis pn tak malu pakai braces...i yg diva ni pn kira ok lah pakai.hehhe...ok lah...we'll see how it goes on wednesday...i'll post the pic when i feel like it k...pray for me u guys...hope i wont look uglier than i already am...

eh cop cop...before that...what color shud i put on my braces for the very first time? im thinking pink...subtle pink...low profile dulu mula2...:P

from ugly betty..to beautiful smile :)...LETS HOPE !

current mode: nervous

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WISHLIST

wuhuuuu !!!! we're planning to go to Spore this Christmas...its shopping time !!! finally i can use my own hard earned money to buy whatever that ive ever desire :) kachinggg !!! ok ok....tak payah la nk over excited sgt cik ainaa oi.....hotel pn belom book lagi..passport pn blom renew lagi...haishhh...tp tape la....jom kita buat list of the things that i think i wanna buy....a smart shopaholic always prepare a list kan? heheheh ;p

1) handbags...i was thinking 2 wud be enuf??? one designer bag..another whatever that i like...or two designer bag? hmmm...we'll seee :P

2) shoes: im currently in pursue of finding myself a perfect working shoe and heels.....me and my baby saw this one shoe once dkt charles n keith...n it was so dem cheap..tp tadek size !!!!! n dkt semua outlet pn dah tade....so hopefully i can find similar pattern.....yg ini kita tatau berapa nak..but pape la kan.. there's no limit for shoes kan? kan? kan?

3) jeans....yg ini my baby knows best...so i'll leave it to him..hehhe

4) tops.....find as many as i cud....weeee....grab and go !!!!

5) dresses.?? shorts???

6) thinking of buying perfumes for my family and cute things dkt universal studios..

sebananya i just dunno what i wanna buy...sbb dah rambang mata....hehehe...kita tgk je la nanti ape yg sy beli k......weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!! singapore here i come !!!!

heheh..sket2 je la pix dulu..nanti dah pegi sendiri...baru lah letak gamba sendiri...over excited plak..mcm tapnah pegi....tp this time mcm super excited plak..demm..ok tape lahh....i'll update later....weeeee !!!!

to be cont

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PISCES CHICK

2011 is fast approaching...so its time to check out what awaits me in the future...hehehhe :P

im a PISCES BABE !!!

2011 is a two-sided coin for Pisces! Looking ahead to the Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope, there will be major success when it comes to all matters not related to interpersonal relationships. Career, money and the desire to learn and grow will shape the first half of the year. The latter part of the Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope will require the effort and energy that got you to this place to begin with, but that’s okay. Pisces has never been afraid of hard work.

Pisces in 2011

Pisces 2011 Career and Income Horoscope

Your hard work has finally paid off, as you will surely see in your Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope . In the earlier part of the year, you will most likely see dividends on the effort you put forth from 2010. If you haven’t been laying any groundwork whatsoever, it doesn’t matter much. Luck is with you and in the earlier part of the year, it will feel like you just can’t lose. Everything’s falling into place and, in those moments where you think all if lost, something even better is in the works. Take advantage of this flourishing time in the first quarter of your Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope because after March, career and money will become a much more complex issue. Get ready to work harder because that lucky streak of big rewards with little effort will come to an end.

Pisces 2011 Love, Family and Social life Horoscope

As for family and friends, things are good. It will be a steady beginnning of comfort and familiarity but watch your step. In July, a certain relationship will get a little rocky. Use this time as a period to reevaluate. Is your friendship or relationship giving you what you need? If the answer is yes, then you need to take a look at what you’re giving in return. Problems are coming from somewhere. Take time to get to the root of the issue and work through it. Although there will be room for misunderstanding until September or October, it’s important to invest a little TLC where it matters. If things get rocky, listen to this Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope and make your relationships count.

Pisces 2011 Education and Traveling Horoscope

Full of vitality, you welcome all that life has to offer you in terms of education. After all, it was learning how to excel that brought you success in the first place. Your interest in learning will get stronger at the midpoint in the year, whereas the desire to travel will make sense during the stable and successful early months of Pisces 2011.

conclusion:

1. i am hardworking so its a relief to know that everything will be just fine

2. certain relation will be a lil bit rocky? .. its ok bubs...i know we'll gonna be alright..loveeeee you

3. travelling...weeeeee...finally !

characteristics of a Pisces babe:

1) sensitive : soooo dem trueeeeee

2) romantic : hehhe..tak tahulah...hanya my boboy yg tahu..wek !

3) kind and caring : welll....think so...heh

4) even-tempered : this is so not true...

5) friendly : also not true cz im super shy:P

6) adaptable : correcto !

7) ultra popular? hehheheheheh

8) easily seduced : gosh !! so true....by clothes..by cute guys..by money..by food...dem !

9) over emotional : true again......hehehehe...cengeng !

10) rihanna pn pisces jgk !!!!!!!! hehhehe

ok dah

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PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

haaa....gempak tak title? dah lama tak update..tiba2 nk buat gempak plak...whatever. ok lah..sebenarnya...sy bukanlh nk cerita pasal filem will smith tu...tp best kan cerita tu? touching...i nanges tau tgk cerita tu you...(tp cerita apa yg i tk nanges kan..heheh)..

oklah oklah...marilah kita mulakan cerita.......

semua org mesti ada cita2 kan? masa kita kecik..mcm2 cita2 kita...tp nk jd doktor lah yg plg ramai..tp berapa ramai je yg dpt merealisasikan impian itu...?? itulah point yg sy cuba nak sampaikan dlm entry sy kali ini....inilah kisah sedihku..cewahh

saya mempunyai satu cita cita sahaja sejak kecil...iaitu menjadi seorg ARCHITECT. sy rasa semua org yg rapat dgn sy tahu akan fact ini...sy bukanlah pandai melukis.atau pn kreatif sgt..tp sy pn tak tahu knp sy suka sgt nk jadi arkitek ni...angan angan sy utk pakai helmet color kuning/putih tu(tk surelah color ape yg arkitek pakai)...sy rasa sgt cool bila boleh pakai menda alah tu sambil pegang2 kertas bersaiz A1 dkt site.and impian utk menyumbang satu building/sky scraper dkt tgh2 bandar metropolitan kl tu..dan dgn proudnya..tunjuk dkt anak2 sy..bangunan tu mummy la yg buat..hehhe..itulah impian sy...

tp...nasik sudah menjadi bubur..hanya kerana kelekaan terhadap keseronakan yg sementara dan kelalaian...semua impian saya tidak kesampaian lagi....my dreams seems to be sleeping away..so so far away...sedih plak(lap lap air mata yg bergenang..hehhe)

bila kita dah berkerja sekarang...org ckp jgn memilih kerja...kerja je lah apa yg ada....asalkn dpt duet....tp itu ke yg kita nak kejar dlm hidup ni? i tot what matters the most is we have fun doing it...its not about money or pangkat.or kuasa or whatever yg org tua2 selalu akan rasa wooooowww...bgsnya anak dea...bila parent dea cte dkt kwn2 dea pasal anak dea....haishhh...

i always see myself as an independent young lady..i always know what i want in life..but i really hate making decisions..sbb sy dah biasa mama buatkan semuanya (so much of being independent ;p)

aik..mcm dah lari tajuk je..hehhe...sy sendiri tatau ape yg sy nak cuba sampaikan..hehhe....tapi tak salahkn kalau kita nak mencuba sesuatu yg baru? something yg kita suka..walaupun sgt risky? mcm mana kita nak berjaya kalau kita tak berani nak amek risks kan?kalau kita sentiasa nak ikot apa yg org buat n nak puaskn hati org? nanti bila kita dah tua...kita mesti akan menyesal...kita mesti akan terfikir...menyesalnyaa lah tak buat...seperti sy nak jd arkiteklah...jd..kesimpulannya disini..sy dah bertekad utk buat apa yg sy suka dlm hidup sy yg sementara di atas muka bumi Allah ni..i refuse to always making the right choices...sbb mcm mana kita nak tahu if its the right one or not kalau tiada mistakenya...btol tak?? ..i refuse to listen to any other voices except for my own...lantaklah org nak cakap ape pn..yg penting sy happy..walaupon decision tu mungkin plg stupid skali dlm dunia pn.sy tahu sy takan menyesal...kerana sy hanya ikut kata hati...mcm idola sy miss Oprah Winfrey penah ckp...always listen to your first instinct...your first hmmmmm.....thanks Oprah :)

sekarang...sy sudah diterima masuk ke sebuah company yg sy dah lama idamkan....walaupun tak seberapa...tp i know im one step closer to what i want in life...im praying hard that im not doing any damage to my own life.... but whatever it is..i know im gonne be alright :)

current life motto: shuh shuh tu negative energiessss

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