Holaaaaaa....
I didnt knw that its gonna be a long holiday weekend this week.so i didnt make any plans.so i was at home the whole holiday.baring2.makan2.tgk tv.tdo n tdo n tdo.was nice to be able to catch up on myself.happy me ;)

so when i was all alone at home.i did some self examine (hehe.bkm lah belek2 badan sendiri.bt i do love to do that as well).i found that i am such a negative-angry-easily gv up-selfdoubting-uptight girl. I found myself complaining at almost everythg.or easily being angry at somethg.or overly sensitive.

U realize that i hv let plenty of great opportunities flown by me just like that just cos im too lazy or to scared of what the outcome might be.im too scared of what people might say if i fail.

Ok whatever.my point is.since its maal hijrah.a new year for muslims.i want to try n change my self for a better person.i wanna be able to enjoy what im doing.i wanna be a happy growing woman.enjoy life as it is.not too caught up with material stuff.prioritize whats important.be nice to people even when they r rude.always smile cos i learned that your smile can help make other people's day.so i will do just that.

Hehe.inspirational much ainaa !!

Baby steps is better then nothing right? So if korg nmpk sy marah2 or complain.pls remind me that im a different persom nw.lets remind each other to smile n make the world or at least our surrounding a better place to live !!!

Love !

Bimbo much !

today ive decided to talk about cars. i am not interested in cars. i hate to drive.but i am impatient enough to have a driver (n not that freakin' rich to hire one) cos i knw i cant rely on people to e punctual...urghhhhh...!!!! my car is killing me softly !!! i am stressed out !! ok..to get you into a clearer picture.ive prepared a list of why i hat cars...

1) i do not knw a thing about car ! all i knw is i want to drive a fancy car one day.but thats it.i dont want to hv to go and wash it.i dont want to hv to go n put gas every weekend.pump the tires.send the car for service and worst of it all ...have to deal with accident !! i mean..i am a great drivern all (n proud of that) but its all the other drivers around me that i dont trust ! come on people !! eyes on the road idiots ! n when u hit somebody...BE NICE !! urghh..malaysian !

2) i hv car for ME ! not to be a driver to someone else freak! i mean...come on..i am not stingy or too proud or cocky to hv people tumpang..besides..i always love using my car if i hv plan wif my frens (cos again i dont like to follow n wait on people..i am a leader.not a follower :p) ..but plsss....use ur head..common sense.wud u like waiting for people whos actually asking for ur favor? late is one thing..then dragging me along like i hv nothing better to do..janji tmpt lain..then tuka last minit.or choose tmpt that only convenient to you.alasan.."myk mahal".."tk tahu jalan".."tk biasa drive jauh".."jam"..hek elehhhh !!!!!!!!!!! habis what am i? i am driving a helicopter that i dont hv to go thru traffic jam? or am i printing money at my house that my myk is not mahal? tk biasa drive jauh?? errkkk..hellloooo.....if boyfriend you ckp."errr,...yang.....jom la dtg sini....." wud u suddenly knw the road and biasa jalan jauh?? pfftttt....i am not selfish...i can deal wif going anywhere cos i love hanging out wif my friends and catch up..if i can do it n sacrifise..why cant you??

3) everytime pegi bengkel mesti kena tipu...arghh...i dont speak cars or any languages those mechanics were using.plus every time i went to a workshop.all they see is this bimbo who doesn't knw a thing.thats true.but jgn la amek kesempatan.i knw ure running a business.tp jgn la over sgt.geram lahhhhh..u knw what abang mechanics ! everytime u repair my car.then i realised that ive been screwed.u knw tht it messes wif my head.i look down to myself cos i cant be independent n take care of a simple piece of machine..so pls.next time..dont mess wif my head !!

ok tu jeee....i love my car..cos it holds a lot of memories..memories that cant be replaced.im just not ready to get a new one.thats why it tore my heart out everytime something's wrong wif it.especially when its not my fault !!!

plus my car has been loyal to me...she is my best buds ! (she? omg !! im crazy dont i?)

ok dah...lega rasanya...

xx